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Wednesday, 08 September 2010

  • sense of fear

    waking up feeling a sense of fear and uncertainty this morning.feeling lost and dunno where i shd head to.no sense of peace in my mind.and at that moment i jus feel like giving up in everyting but i keep telling myself.BRACE UP.the road is stil ahead for me to complete it nv to give up even if its seems impossible.cuz with GOD nth is impossible.

    brace up mag i keep telling myself.there are other ppl worse than me but they stil pull thru so wat abt me, why am i so weak keep giving up.GOD will nv give me obstacles that i cant bear.and i belive onli when i pull through this, everyting will be in straight path le.

    so mag nv give up now.u are already in the middle jus waslk straight w all the faith and hopr.GOD will be there for u till the end. :)

Tuesday, 07 September 2010

  • do u rem how u look like when u were young ?

     

    this is how we look like when we were young. cute isnt it?

  • true

    a true fren is one who tells u the truth, nutting but the truth even when the truth hurts.and i love such frens.im glad that though i may not be that perfect now and has alot shortcomings but i haf great frens.they advise me they help me thru all this difficult by jus one word.TRUTH.those frens who keep telling u the gd ting onli are not a true fren. Not that they are not gd in the sense jus that a true fren nv fears telling the truth.

    im so lucky.my frens nv given up hope on me.they stil perservere in helping me by praying for me etc.i love them.and most imptly my family.they nv given up hope on me.

    and also my hubby.he is the one true fren.cuz he nv hides the truth from me.he is my soulmate and i cant live w/o him definitely a nono.

    well i thank God for all the gifts. ya true i mus open up my hearyt then i can see the miracles GOD will bestow on me.

  • anew

    This time is for sure.my new life will start from today.no more past no more sadness.i thank hubby andre for giving our marriage another chance.i always tot if we divorce i wun be that sad but in fact in reali hurts my heart deeply.

    ansd i noe it hurts him even more cuz he do loves me. (i love u too)

    the past has pass,nv let it affect me anymore.stop bothering wat hurt that person eva put on me.cuz its over.now the most impt ting is my marriage my family.

    Lord thanks for letting me see so much.though i gone thru alot of hurts for this past 10 years but then it makes me learn alot.to let go its jus so easy.

    the past has gone.sway away.the future starts now.and it will be me and him.

    (magdalene & andre)

    we mus keep this marriage no matter wat happens.we are meant to be.

    im sorry for all the hurts i ve given u.for not letting go of the past.but dun worry from this moment on, u r my onli future tgt w our two beautiful kids.i love u

Monday, 06 September 2010

  • full stop

    everyting has reached its full stop and now my heart seems dead but not yet.i tot i can change everyting but well i forgotten im not a superwoman.the feelings the love has all gone to drain.the family that i keep loving is gona break up.my fault his fault?

    well both has fault.i dun blame him entirely.but then which woman can tolerate certain tings but well, noone to blame but myself.i chosen this path i ve no rite to complain anyting.but then my heart now is dead.i love my two kids but im useless.i cant even keep this family for them.and im afriad to lose them.can any single woman tell me cna they eva do a decent job to support their kids.

    i reali feel dead abt rs now.reali dead.full stop is near.